On The Inside

by -Shay
(U.S)

Since middle school, i've been feeling so alone. the only person who understands me in this world is my best friend.

i never thought i would find me cutting myself. my younger sister found out and all she could ask me is why, and i told her it help the pain to come out. i use anything i can find from scissors to beer bottles to knives.

my mom and stepdad dont make it any better. ive been afraid to tell my mom that i have been feeling this way. when i meet new people and get close to them i tell them i dont have a good life. yeah right, is what they say. i know..i play it off well.

Im dying in the inside, and nobody isnt noticing.