My parents are getting divorced

by Destiny
(USA)

im depressed because of my dad and all the things he did in the past and stuff.

im scrared to tell my mom cause they still together and he told me "if me and your mom ever get divorced its all your fault" and i went to bed crying cause he was sayin that they were thinkin bout it 3 times cause of me and stuff): the only reason why i cut myself is because of him and im scared if i tell my mom that my parents will get divorced and it will be my fault and my brothers will bully me more):

ive thought of suicide alot and i got alot of "emo" friends but they dont have the same pain as me): and i feel like im the only one and idk how to tell my mom and like i said im cared to): i guess ima have to or one day ima kill myself cause i sleep alot, think of suicide alot, and cut myself, and more stuff like that and i was readin on the internet it can get worse if it dont get fixed.

i wish someone would pay enough attention to me to notice and i guess thats what ive been waitin for=/ but since noones gonna notice ima try and tell my mom when she goes out today..its gonna be really hard!!