IT WILL GET BETTER

by Arriebelle
(Beaufort sc)

HI I am a girl in highschool. all of my LIFE I have been bullied because of my dsiability i get call fat stupid girl retard ugly i have a freckless mess up teeth i am short all of my.

i have every want to be a singer/actress I am a jr now almost 18 i start cutting my wrists not to long ago my family fight all of the time i feel alone i have friends that say that i am there friend but they never text me call me or ask me to hang out. I know i was fat . i stop eating all of the time during this summer i use to be 130 and now i am 114 big differents i wan to be a singer/actress been told by teacher that i will never be1 but i am going to show them.

my uckle brett was munder when i was 10 he was my fav he got me in to singing when i was little i heard voices in my head tell me to go die when ever i pray they go away. It has stop . it was this summer that i overdose i pray that i will go away and it did i told god that if he late me live i will follow my dreams all my little scars on my wrists went away me and my mom stop fighting all of the i dont have anying class with the bullieds i have made some new friedns i am in drama class and in dance now i know that i am beautiful i am going to start singing really soon on youtub when we told my aunt that i cutt she was so selfshif she did not care at all she said that was stupid but it is what every . when i was working for a camp for special kids they call my mom and said that i cant do it so i was hurt but now i am working for a other camp who said that i am the best sorry for the bad grammer and spelling for anying1 that cutt it will get better just beleieve you can come over anything i have to go to the hopstil alot bc i can get sick really easy i alomst die when i was little i can wear hig hells like every othe girl but i only have 1 high hells oh well that will work lol. just never give up :)