Is it Depression?

by Ross
(Bangladesh)

I've lost interest

there is no story..i just dont feel interested in anything, sometimes i feel lonely..i got friends, but not a social life if u know what i mean. and no im not a desperate person..its just that i've got no aim, i donno what im doing or where im going. almost in last year of college, speding so much of my dad's money..doing nothing. i feel like i've got no future..nothing to live for. no plans, i feel lost. the funny thing is i know all this, and i even know i shud just start concentration in my studies and things will be back to normal. but i cant seem to do that..sometimes i try..but not much..its just seems ridiculous to me. its 6 in the morning..and im awake. and i just had a convo with a friend, who calls me depressed all the time..and i always used to argue that im not depressed. its not a sad feeling..im not hurt, not a bad break up nothing like that. its just i've lost interest in life, there is nothing out there that interests me. hot women..i give a glance and dont look back at. just an xample of my situation. only thing i like doing are listening to music,watching movies..playing warcraft or my 360. staying in doors, and sleeping. and no im not fat. everything seems nothing..i do sound like a depreesed person dont i? and no i cant get medical help..im from bangladesh..and i donno i just think pills or watever medication they give me, is just gonna screw me up. and if people get to know..i donno :s i'd feel like a sissy who had to go to a doctor to get over his life. yeah i know its pathetic. well no 1 will read it anyway.