I'm a cutter, could someone help me?

by Anonymous

I still cut and it's been about one year. It all started when my friend...my BEST friend who I told everything and trusted everything with ditched me for a more popular girl. We all started hanging out and she was SO mean to me an my parents are so harsh and I don't trust them so all my anger just kept building until I snapped...then I started cutting...and now I'm addicted practicly...some other girls on my hockey team saw my cuts and started cutting themselves and they have no reason to!): I feel like I'm the blame for everything now! And my mom and dad both found out I cut an made me swear to stop and they've now forgot about it completly and I'm very good at hiding them now...I know I need help but I don't know who to turn to.
It's summer and I don't trust my parents an have like 5 ok friends, I don't trust them yet and I don't know what to do ):
Could someone help me? ):