I'm a cutter, could someone help me?

by Anonymous

I still cut and it's been about one year. It all started when my friend...my BEST friend who I told everything and trusted everything with ditched me for a more popular girl. We all started hanging out and she was SO mean to me an my parents are so harsh and I don't trust them so all my anger just kept building until I snapped...then I started cutting...and now I'm addicted practicly...some other girls on my hockey team saw my cuts and started cutting themselves and they have no reason to!): I feel like I'm the blame for everything now! And my mom and dad both found out I cut an made me swear to stop and they've now forgot about it completly and I'm very good at hiding them now...I know I need help but I don't know who to turn to.
It's summer and I don't trust my parents an have like 5 ok friends, I don't trust them yet and I don't know what to do ):
Could someone help me? ):

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I'm a cutter, could someone help me?

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Apr 10, 2011
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by: Jenny

Hi, My name is Jenny and I a cutter too. I know how you feel. I have been cutting since I was 16, I am now 24. I know what its like to feel like you have no where to go and no one to talk too. You said you play hockey, how is your coach? DO you trust him or her. And I know that you must get this all the time, but have you ever thought about going to see a counselor? I know that can be scary, but coming from someone who has been in your shoes it can really make a differeces. About it being addictive, I want you to get a ruberband, the color of your fav color wear it on your wrist at all times and everytime you feel like cutting or you think about cutting pull the ruber band and the let it go. the snap is not the same as a cut but it will help. I cant tell you that cutting is bad and that you shouldnt cut,no one can that is something you have to decide for yourself. I can tell you that life gets better I swear. I want you to google TWLOHA, this will help too. you will get better, life will get better. you have my word. Good Luck and Hold On.

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