I just need someone to care

by Dustin
(Mi)

I started cutting in about Jan 2011. Honestly I started because my parents said that they saw every little change every little thing.

But you know what? They were full of crap. They lied. They didnt notice for months, and when my mom did she was just pissed. She didnt even listen to me, she just yelled at me about how it was sin and stuff. She really didnt understand.

I also started cutting because i couldnt take the pain anymore. I needed something i could control. I could control what i did to myself. I know my family can never understand. Im so broken and noone seems to see. I can love. I just want someone to love me without having to leave, I want to be enough for SOMEONE to care,to LOVE me.Enough for someone to actually stay. I just dont know sometimes if ill make it tommorow. If I was gone would it wake them up to my pain, and to others like me?

I really want to be a musician,but all my mom does is say she hates my music,and it hurts me. MY parents dont seem to give a f#@$ any more. Im so hurt,and I just want someone to see to care and to Love me anyways.

Heres something for all the people who label me an attention seeker: Reach out to the broken. Show them you love them. Thats all we really want is to be loved. We just need someone to care.

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I just need someone to care

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May 08, 2011
 im here NEW
by: his forever):

look im here if u ever need someone to talk with i know how u feel i cut also and my parents found out but now i had it alot better and i wish u would stop but i cant make u and it helps to find a friend who u can tell anything to becauase after a while u HAVE to tell them when u cut or anythhing bc u NEED them and they understand i had a friend like that but he left me bc of his girlfriend well....just know im here if u ever need to talk....and im sorry about ur parents but if u write into ur songs how u feel then that helps also if u can draw instead of cutting draw ur arm and with a pen draw cuts on that arm instead of harming urself....
Apr 26, 2011
 GOD- hang in, don't die NEW
by: Anonymous

Those are the rules to life. Yeah, I know life, what's worth living? Nothing. I'm majorly depressed too and I'm hatting life, but I'm still here. And... I want to to stay too. I don't know you, at all, but hang in there and don't die. Everyone says that there's a reason you and me, we were born, it may seem false. But, everything is a true as untrue so just take it for the best, if you can. We are told we will want our lives later, we just gotta get there. So, if anything hang in there and don't die for me. My life is going down the drain and burning in flames, to my death, unless I have a savior, help me please. I'll try my best to help you.

-As Good As Dead
Apr 20, 2011
 I'll help NEW
by: Grace Millen

Okay, I know how ur feeling, just stop, I know it's hard but try, BecuAse life always gets better, add me on face book, email me, (hamsternutter@yahoo.co.uk) I can help, I've done it before xx

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