I don't know why...

by Marije
(Rotterdam, The Netherlands)

I'm 13, and depressed. The problem is... I don't know why. Everything looks like hell, I cry everyday. My life sucks, everything goes wrong. I even think I'm not useful, everything is getting worse, headache, tired, and I feel like the world is better up without me. The one I love, loves the one I hate, I think nobody accepts me, people think I'm a freak. Normally, I eat a lot, I was always hungry, that's the reason why I'm fat and ugly, but now I almost can't eat at all. I even don't care about music anymore, and I normally can't live without. I'm thinking all nights about what I'm doing wrong, and how miserable my pity short life is. But the reason why I'm depressed is unknown. That's depressing me even more. I think that the reason could be that my life is so suckish and useless. I hate myself.

'I'm so tired of living a suicide life.'
I like that quote at the moment.

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I don't know why...

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Mar 30, 2011
 Me too
by: Jessie

I keep telling myself' It's gonna be okay' but I don't think it will be.
Make sure it doesn't happen to you.
Make sure you're not the broken girl
Nov 30, 2010
 Realize
by: Briana, 16

I know it doesn't seem this way, but take a look around, your life is probably a thousand times better than someone else. God made everything for a reason. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. Everyone is. It may seem like everyone else is happy, but the thing is, everyone has problems. And you never know what's happening behind closed doors of the "popular kids". Believe in yourself. Love YOURSELF, before you love anyone else. Overcome this depression, and tell your story. Give others hope for their lives. Be the person that realizes it could be worse, and make the best of what you have.

"Suicide is a permanent solution, to a temporary problem."

That's MY favorite quote at the moment.
Nov 23, 2010
 I know.
by: Kara

I know. I am exactly the same. I know how it feels that you want to die for no reason but you feel useless though I am still working on it I think Its because theres no pleasure,inanything. Everything feels tacky and I HATE EVERYONE. Maybe thats it maybe its not Im soo sorry and im sorry we both feel useless

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