I cut to relieve my pain

by Neri
(Davao del Norte, Philippines)

it's mine.. I just added some quote so my mom won't bother it.

it's mine.. I just added some quote so my mom won't bother it.

I'm a cutter...I cut myself when I'm down (I'm always down) but I try not to when I want it. I'm kinda bullied in school, I have friends but I can feel that they don't really like me that much as a normal friend.

My dad always talks trash every day (Bullshit! Motherfucker! Dumb! Demon!..etc) He planned to burn me with my bro in our house when i was like 5 or 6, pointed a gun on my face when i was like 4. back then when I was just a lil kid my dad was always drunk, now that i'm 17 he got some kind of liver problem.lol .

I love to Sketch but my mom said that it's useless so I stopped sketching. I'm shy, I walk with my head looking down. I even hate myself more when I talk or when I laugh 'cause I think I don't deserve to be happy.

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I cut to relieve my pain

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Apr 01, 2012
 O_O
by: Anonymous

I cut myself too. Friends are betraying me, I get bullied all the time, and I'm not sure why I do it. The pain makes me forget about the day I had, I actually enjoy cutting sometimes. I don't have a straight answer to why I do it. I'm not even a teenager. I'm just...depressed. I want to feel pain. Nobody knows I do.
I also sketch. And sing. I'm not the best, and I know it. But whenever I have a horrible day, at night I cut my arms. I cut "Life Sucks" on my wrists. I cut to relieve my pain.
Aug 15, 2011
 Dont stop!
by: Anonymous

Don't stop sketching. That is the only path where you can leave this nightmare of a life and into a new world. I would say you fuck in what your mother says and just draw a new world of yours, where you're never wrong and always happy. That way, you know you deserve that happiness, because you created that world as a escape from this one, and that wish is happiness. Please, do sketch. And live a happy life at least somewhere ! :)
Jun 08, 2011
 so sorry
by: Anonymous

true

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