I Cut Myself Because I'm Fat

by A depressed freak
(Delhi)

Im fat! people tell me im pretty! But the weight makes me look bad! :/
I go through mood swings all the time! My friends tease me becuze of the weight! they do understand what im going through but then make fun of me! I dont know wat to do! I tried losing weight! It helped! But then i gained weight! :|
Sumone told me that diluter helps in reducing weight! I did that! I lost sum of it! then when i stopped doing that i gained weight! And all those crushes, heartbreaks! they make me cry! I eventually started cutting my hand! Now whenever i feel restless or irritated i cut my wrist or hand! I carry a blade or cutter with me all the time! Everynight i cry n cry n cry! N then cut my hand! I dont know what im doing with my life! Help! :/

Comments for
I Cut Myself Because I'm Fat

Click here to add your own comments

Apr 21, 2012
 Find your light
by: Michelle

Hey,

I was big in high school too. I got teased every single day in middle school to the point where every night while putting on my pjs Id stare at myself in the mirror and just cry. I did that for at least a year, and then told myself, you know what the only person that can help me is me. I started eating healthy, cutting out mayo, pizza, hot dogs, fries. For the 2 months of summer, I danced in my basement from morning to night, id go up and eat n go back to dancing. To me I wasnt working out, I was doing something I loved. After those 2 months I lost 30 lbs. Worse thing you can do is stop, cuz you do gain it back. You dont need diluters, pills etc. You need good food and good exercise, take up walking, simplest way to move but it helps. By cutting, your literally letting their words cut you. You're giving THEM the power. You need to take your power back. The only person you should care about is yourself and what u think of urself. Once you show self-esteem , people will see you in a different light, trust me, been there. :) feel free to fb me..mica forlife
Nov 22, 2011
 you aren't the only one
by: Anonymous

people tell me im fat. and i know that. i weigh 200lb. if you weigh less than that i say you are pretty lucky. i know i dont follow what i say but listen to selena gomez. its called who says. people have different issues and we all hope that people will care. truely care. i hope you feel better about yourself.
Sep 29, 2011
 im fat too
by: Anonymous

hey i know what your going through. im the only fat one in my family and my sisters are really skinny. this already makes me feel bad that i look like a whale compared to them. but to top it off my parents and aunts make snide little comments about me being fat. also when there's programs on like the worlds fattest people they make me watch it. i try to lose weight but then when i do i forget to keep going on with the diet and get fat again. my mum especially goes all wierd and word abusive on me when clothes dont fit me. so i started to literally claw my arms off. then it got worse and i started using sharp thing like needles. plus im only fourteen and i think im depressed
Jul 25, 2011
 Just read
by: Debii

How i see it all you have to think is no matter what there is some people out there who would die for your shape,size or weight,, everyone feels this way at one point in there lives there are also people who want to put weight on and cant,, so when you look in the mirror next just think theres most probably many people that wants to be you! Hope this helps keep your chin up :)x
Jul 03, 2011
 Been there hon, it's gonna get better.
by: Mackenzie

Honestly I know you think it'll make you feel better because you're "fat". I used to be "fat" also, fat as in 110 pounds- I'm 13. I now am 70 pounds so can't seem to maintain a healthy weight but honestly cutting helps nothing, please stop and get help as in me it led to anorexia and purging. If you need to talk, feel free to email me at mactaytay@gmail.com
Jun 11, 2011
 Stop whining ..
by: BrookeTheBlondeBabe

Honestly no one cares.. Don't mope around and whine and cry and complain and cut yourself because your "fat". That's not doing a dam thing! Do something progressive already, exercise or work out! Cutting yourself won't do you Or other fat people any favors. Stop complaining & cutting & do something that will actually work. If you want to be skinny work for it! What do you expect people to tell you? Aw I'm so sorry that you cut yourself blah blah? Stop trying for attention already.
Jun 05, 2011
 Need To Let It Out.
by: Anonymous

I'm not really fat. I'm not exact,y skinny, but not fat. But still, every time I look in my mirror, all I see are the things I hate about myself. I'm relatively talented, play three sports, am really smart, everyone tells me I'm pretty, no one teases me about my weight, I am a musician and an author, but I just hate so many things about myself. Earlier today, I cut myself 6 times on my wrist, once on my hand, and 4 times down my cheek. The ones on my cheek were a cry for help. At this point, I just needed to let that out. ~InSeCuRe~
Jun 05, 2011
 Need To Let It Out.
by: Anonymous

I'm not really fat. Just not skinny. For a girl, I'm a little big. But not fat. But every time I look in the mirror, I see myself as fat. I get teased about it very rarely, I'm pretty, I'm relatively athletic (I play 3 sports) but no matter what I do, I still see myself as overweight. No one else seems to terribly worried about it, but I am. I constantly feel this pressure in my mind telling me whatever I do is wrong since it got me here. But I never know what to do. If I try to loose weight, I either stay exactly the same or drop 20 pounds and then everyone's worried about me. Just today I did something ridiculous. I cut 4 lines on my cheek, one on my hand, and 6 on my wrist. The ones on my cheek are a cry for help. And right now, I just needed to get that out. ~InSeCuRe~
May 26, 2011
 MY LIFE STYLE
by: Anonymous

HI IM SORTA IN YOUR SHOES TOO LIKE IM FAT AND ALL AND YES PPL HAS TEASED ME MY WHOLE LIFE ABOUT IT I NEVER DO ANYTHING TO ANYONE EVERY TIME I WALK INTO A PLACE EVERY ONE LOOKS AT ME LIKE IM WEIRD OR EVERYTIME IM AROUND SOMEONE THEY ALWAYS ASK ME DO YOU PLAY FOOTBALL? I MEAN IGUESS BECAUSE IM BIG EVERY ONE SUSPECT ME TO PLAY FOOTBALL BUT NO IM NOT A SPORTS GUY IM KINDA A SINGER BUT AS I WAS SAYING MY DAD HE IS ALWAYS ON MY TAIL ABOUT LOSING WEIGHT I MEAN IT RUNS IN THE FAMILY HE IS ON THE BIG SIDE TO MY SISTER IS SMALLER THEN THE REST BUT SHES HEAVY TOO AND MY OLDER BROTHER ACTUALLY IM THE HEAVIEST IN MY FAMILY AND I DNT LIKE THAT I MEAN I TRY SO HARD TO LOSE WEIGHT BUT WHEN I DO I FEEL SO GOOD ABOUT MYSELF THAT I FORGET ABOUT KEEP GOING AND I END UP GAINING IT BACK AND EVERYTIME THERES SOMETHING ON THE NEWS ABOUT A KID MY AGE DIED FOR BEING OVER WEIGHT MY DAD RUSHES IN MY ROOM TURN THE CHANNEL TO IT AND MAKES ME WATCH IT AND TO ME I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE LIKE ME VERY ACTIVE I CAN RUN FAST I PLAY AROUND I MEAN I KEEP UP WITH KIDS THAT ARE VERY FAST AND THEY LOOK AT ME LIKE WHY ARENT YOU SKINNY OR SLIM AND IM LIKE I HAVE NO IDEA GUESS I WASNT MEANT TO BE THAT SMALL LIKE YOU GUYS BUT THE ONLY PROBLEM IS I GET TIRED WAY FASTER THEN ANY ONE ELSE AND THAT KINDA RUINS THE FUN FOR THE DAY...I WISH SOMEONE COULD HELP ME OUT TOO I EAT LIKE A NORMAL PERSON I DONT OVER EAT IGUESS ONCE YOUR FAT OR OVERWEIGHT NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU EAT YOU KEEP GAINING

Click here to add your own comments

Join in and write your own page! It's easy to do. How?
Simply click here to return to Cutting

 

 

Do not forget to share this page with your friends...