Depression or just crazy?

I'm 11.
People usually think I'm 14 because I go everywhere by myself on my bike. But I've been doing that ever since my dad had a major heart attack a couple years ago. I used to go everywhere with my dad but when he had his heart attack he doesn't usually go out much anymore and my mom has always been playing this game called toontown so I just go get groceries and stuff in our little mini-sideroad-mall. I even ride my bike to the doctors and dentists.

I seem happy and nice but things really annoy me easily and I always stay in my room with my cat, crying and watching tv. Whenever I can't do something right I start crying and when I cry really loud and my mom doesn't come in to see whats wrong, I'll shut up and just cry not as loud. . .

My parents say they would divorce but they don't want me to be raised by just one of them and they always fight and yell and vent about their problems with each other to me behind the other ones back. So I don't want to vent any of my problems to my friends because I don't want to make a awkward type situation to put them through. Especially because I know how it feels. . . Not to great.

Hm. . .This is getting long.
So anyways, my test score was 60 and I'm wondering.. .

Depression or just crazy?

-Suicidal thoughts.
-Crying
-(No cutting - ouch! Terrified of pointy things. Eh. Maybe I'll cut with my finger nail.) ;P
-*Crazy talking to cat syndrom!!!* Lol. . .
And. . . soooo yea.

Depresson or just crazy?

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Depression or just crazy?

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Aug 16, 2010
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by: Laslo

Hello,
Sorry, I don't know your name. I guess your name is a girl name and a nice sounding one.
I always tell do not trust the scores!
Reading your heartwarming letter and your sad story, I'm convinced that you have no clinical depression and you are not crazy.
But life is hard for you, isn't it? It would be even hard for an adult...
You behave like an adult but you are a kid. If you behave like an adult in your age, your happiness, your joy will be disappeared.

Be a kid, give up to be a father or mother.
Do not try to be your own father or mother -- it's crazy.

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