Broken girl

by Jessie
(sydney)

I've been depressed for about 6 years now and i feel like nothing. Nobody understands me. Nobody cares about me, life sucks, I don't get the point, and why live if you're gonna die? No one loves me, no one would care if I died. I. I'm ugly, I've never been kissed, never had a boyfriend, got no friends, people have started hate clubs about me. I'm broken. I just can't keep going on. Just don't care anymore.

I've been through a lot in my short and pathetic little life. My best friends have turned against me and stolen from me. I've had rhymes made up about me 'Jessie is a bitch' most of them seem to say. I've had hate clubs about me. Been the class loser all my life. People have stolen my diary, ripped it up, and posted it on facebook. People have scribbled' bitch, slut (and then crossed it out an written 'to pathetic to be a slut?) , ugly, fat, loser' on my student diary. I've had people take photos of me in my most embarrassing moments. My brothers and sisters have broken my stuff, wrecked my room, done everything they can to make my life a nightmare, and they're all younger than me..
I've lost the battle. I knew I would. Life's like that. They let you think you've won, think you're out of the trash, then they push you back down.

I feel like anyone can break me. Anyone can cut me down. No one can hear me scream. No one can see me cry. Anyone can make me. I'm not strong anymore. I've had enough. I'm just another broken girl, ready to be thrown in the trash.

Give me advice. Tell me you care. Lie all you want. Just get me out of the trash if you can. Try to save the broken girl.

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Broken girl

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Jun 20, 2011
 AS WELL NEW
by: Anonymous

Hi. I know how you feel. Except, my life simply has no significance. You are at least noticed and bring people together with a common "interest": hate and pain. I am worthless. My parents tell me how annoying, fat and in the way I am. My sister and "friends" are always too busy for me and when I tried to talk to one of them, they simply screamed in my face: THERAPY!!!!. Life has no point if it is insignificant because all it will really amount to is death.
May 21, 2011
 Life is a highway NEW
by: fares

If you focus on results, you will never change. If you focus on change, you will get results.And if u can't change s.thing, change the way u think about it... don't worry life is witty it ll show u her good face... god be with you.
May 18, 2011
 You're not alone NEW
by: Anonymous

It breaks my heart to hear the pain you're in. Please know that you are valuable, and you are not worthless. I am sorry you have had to go through so much. But know that I am here and I hear you. And God feels your pain 10x as much as you do. He knows your heart and wants you to come to Him with your pain. If he doesn't make it go away, he will make a way for you to get through it and move on. Don't give up hope and don't listen to those who put you down. You deserve a beautiful life and I will be praying that you receive healing, comfort, and truth. Know that someone out there loves you, and you are worth fighting for. May God bless you.
Apr 27, 2011
 1-Hang in tight 2-Don't die NEW
by: Anonymous

Those are the rules to life. But... Why is life worth living? Don't ask me, I'm really depressed too, but others say it's great. Ya gotta hang in there and don't die cause life has to get better, it just does. For one day I was happy, out of like a year. I can tell you it was amazing! I don't know how exactly I got there, but I did. I slipped back in though. You should talk to someone, if you know someone who could help I know that's like *. I'll help you if I can, if you want. I'll check this sight again. Just hang in there, don't die, it'll get better.

-Am I dead yet?
Apr 17, 2011
 not alone NEW
by: Suli

it might seem your broken but the fact that your alive still proves your strong. Even though things might not get better remember n noone understands you someone somewhere like me even though I dont know you go through the same things you do your not alone all I can say is everyone left me but god never did n he doesn't judge me n loves me even though my closest family doesn't . Take care.

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