Bleeding Dispair

by Kara
(Mishawaka)

Numb 4 Life

Numb 4 Life

Bleeding Dispair
My smiles Betray me,
It's not how I feel.
But I feel pain,
I feel the pain for the
Others who feel like me.
And when I hear their Voices,
It gets Worse.
"You failed."
CUT.
"You disapointed me."
HA I always do.
CUT.
They throw their words,
That break my heart.
They yell and call me useless.
I choke on the words,
That defend me.
I Cry.
They Yell.
I Cut.
They Hate me more.
I just sit in a corner feeling Numb,
Bleeding the Dispair,
THEY caused.
NO.I caused.
MY FAULT FOREVER.

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Bleeding Dispair

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Sep 27, 2011
 Pain... NEW
by: Anonymous

Beautiful.... utterly sad, but describes the pain perfectly.

Hope you are having a very good day!
Aug 11, 2011
 I understand... NEW
by: Natalia

This is a awsome poem:D i understand how you feel hun, I'm a 12 year old girl and i have been slitting for 6 years. I do exaclty the same... i hope you feel as bad for me as i do for you. hope you get better honey xxxx
Mar 09, 2011
 I loved it NEW
by: Anonymous

Come on Kara,i understand you.And I get your lack of coping too.Because I'm the same as you.But I don't bleed.If it was painless,I would do the same. :)And your poem is awesome.I wish you understand me too.
Nov 29, 2010
 Very Expressive Poem NEW
by: Laslo

Kara, your lines are very expressive, I can almost feel your pain.
It seems to be a greater idea to write a poem when you feel such a pain than cut yourself.
Writing your feelings in such an artistic way is a very high level of creativity.
Do you think that cutting yourself is creativity?

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