Before it's too Late

by Ashlee
(USA)

I am 14 years old.
I have serious issues, and no one I speak to wants to help me.
I see things that are abnormal, completely. Inhuman things, things that could never be. I'm on an emotional roller coaster almost 100% of the time I'm awake. I've tried committing suicide twice, once I almost succeeded by hanging myself. It's clear, that I am not normal. They think its only hormones, simple teenager stuff. I tell them constantly how great an overdose sounds to me, but this doesn't change anything, for they think it's all an act. Why would I desire to be miserable, why would I fake agony, pain. Why? No one will listen. I need help, before it's too late. Please..