Am I Depressed? please help

by Jamie
(New Mexico)

Ok people keep tellinqq me they think im depressed so is it mild or serious depression..im 12 years old..

-I am a cutter
- I have suicidal thoughts. An overdose sounds qood..
-I cant sleep.. always have trouble falling sleep
-im constantly cravinqq thinqs now
-I dont talk to anyone as much except my boyfriend and bestfriend
-I cry for the stupidest reason, most random times
-everythinqq stresses me badly!
-i HATE beinqq around people. (except my boyfriend)
-im getting lower grades in school(im an A and B honor roll student)

Please help me....i dont know what to do..To tell you the truth, i dont know why this year has been so bad. This year has been so stressinqq...EVERYOne annoys me...i hate talkinqq people.it seems like the ONLY SINGLE person i want to be around is my boyfriendd. This year has beeen so stressful. I dont know why, thinqs dont usually qett to me this badlyy. please help..am i depressed? Please helpp..i dont know what to do about life anymore.. The only reason i havent tried suicide is becuse im in love with my boyfriendd, and i cant stand to be away from him for one secondd.:// HELP ME!!!