alone

by kate
(usa)

i still have depression.
im alone
my family treats me as a freak for cutting
im going give in to death
theres nothing
to live for anymore i cry
im feel so numb alone dead
i am hurt
i feel bad the most for leaving
my boyfriend
i cut til my arm is numb i cut til i see blood gashing
i cut up to 23 times a day
or more
m alone
the knife has been my friend he understands
my bf trys and i love hm
he loves me so much
i have to go
depressed since age 10
im leaving
depresion has me
love u all thks